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Thursday, October 23, 2003

I'm bored to death!!! An old friend just called and asked me out. To a club or something. But I'm just not in the mood. In fact, I'm not in the mood to do anything these few days. Well, except shopping.

I'm hungry, but I've got no appetite. I'm tired, but I can't get to sleep. I'm bored, but I don't feel like doing anything. I'm heartbroken, but the tears won't fall. Tell me, am I simply crazy or something? I think I am...

Okay, I think I'll just go mope around again. What an interesting to do...

I don't understand why, something in me is just like a magnet pulling me back to him. Or maybe he've put a spell on me so that I could love him like a fool for the rest of my life. Whichever it is, it's awful.




Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

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deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.