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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Texas - I'll See It Through
Feeling: Pleased Yet Distressed

Texas - I'll See It Through

when you touch me
i feel there's nothing you can do to turn me away
and i know that
in the past you've had bad luck so i should help you stay

you're all i ever wanted
you're all i ever needed
it's you
you're all i've ever wanted
and loving you's the right thing to do
and i'll see it through

when i close my eyes
and think of you it takes me places that i've never seen
and the rain it blows
you're brushing up against my skin to wash me clean

you're all i ever wanted
you're all i ever needed
it's you
you're all i've ever wanted
and loving you's the right thing to do
and i'll see it through

i'll show you the love in my head
i'll show you the love that we had
i'll show you the love in my head
i'll show you the love that we had

you're all i ever wanted
you're all i ever needed
it's you
you're all i've ever wanted
and loving you's the right thing to do
and i'll see it through

you're all i ever wanted
you're all i ever needed
it's you
you're all i've ever wanted
and loving you's the right thing to do
and i'll see it through

Lovely song hmm?

Went to Tampines to shop for my white pants just now. I ended up buying 2 tops from Mango instead of the white pants that I need for work.

I'm incorrigible.

I didn't mean to buy anything except my pants, really. But Mango is still on sale and that 2 tops cost only $39, it's too much a good deal to let it miss. (I'm a Mango freak) And it's not that I didn't try any white pants, but all the pants I tried are either too big and too long. Does that mean I've shrink in size unknowingly?

Anyway, this means that I'm dead. I need to report work by 11:30am tomorrow, I wouldn't have time to shop before I go to work. And they specified really clearly that it's long white pants and nothing else. I've screwed up again. I'm dead. Kill me.

What should I do?

10:37:00 PM

Intoxicated By:

Mariah Carey - Against All Odds
Feeling: Groggy

I am so stoned.

Just woke up, almost didn't wanted to wake up. There's nothing to do anyway, but I thought of baby, and woke up. We are not together now, he's at his house, while I'm at home. It's been so long since we "separated".

Haven't been posting alot these few days. So let me update a little. Took my basic theory test on Monday, with confirmation that I will flunk. Well, can't blame anyone else, I started studying only on Sunday. Went for a haircut yesterday at Zona Felice, had my fringe layered and the back trimmed only. And I'm starting work tomorrow. Just for 10 days, for Neutrogena again.

Oh yes, and the blackout yesterday. It's so cool! Joey and I were chatting happily in her room when the lights went out. It was really pitch black, I couldn't see anything at all. At first we all thought it was a small problem, and baby tried to fiddle with the main electricity box but still no lights came on. Then we realised that it was in fact the whole stretch of Geylang that experienced the blackout. My mommy, at Hougang, had no lights too. And all this happened when a man came up to buy baby's DJ set. What a coincidence.

Thank god we had a torch. Those 2 men had to move the DJ set down the stairs with the help of that little bit of light. It was quite amusing actually. The lights came back about half hour later fortunately. I was about to faint from the heat and lack of oxygen.

Quite a night hmm?

Some pictures taken on last Saturday.

Baby and me before we went out.

Another one.

Joey and me. I was just trying to post as a turtle, that's all.

Don't be surprised at how I look.

Picture taken yesterday after my haircut. Took some other pictures as well, but Joey haven't upload the rest.

I know from the picture it looks pretty much the same like the previous one, but it's pretty different in real.

Edited at 7:41pm to add:

I have nothing else better to do. So here's another picture in black and white.

Even if the whole world turned grey, with you by my side, you could color up my life. I'm so into you baby...

Sigh, I need to go to Tampines to buy a white pants for work tomorrow.

And the catch is, I'm going alone. Baby and Joey are at Geylang, I can't expect them to accompany me don't I?

4:36:00 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Atomic Kitten - Ladies Night
Feeling: Contemplative

Just reached home from Sultan. Baby met his friend at Angel, but we ended up going to both Angel and Club III. He had some other friends at Club III.

Normally I would ask baby to go ahead without me, I don't blend in to the crowd there and techno music really does absolutely nothing for me. But I know he wouldn't leave me alone at his house while he's out partying, so I went along. It's been a long time since baby went partying. His friends are always asking him to go, but because of me, he always rejects them. He is so sweet unknowingly.

I preferred Angel to Club III, even though techno music is blasted (blasted is honestly the right word to use) at both pubs. There isn't much people at Angel today, and we managed to grab a table, sit down and talk. It's almost relaxing, and the music isn't that loud. Club III is a different story, the whole place was filled with people, and the music? Loud enough to hurt my ears.

The people there... are weird. I've got no right to judge them when I don't know them, but seriously, some of them are the same age as me, worse still, some older than me. But the way they act and present themselves is quite embarrassing. Nothing I would caught dead be doing after I past the age of 14.

Of course, and those underaged girls, trying so hard to blend in with the wrong crowd. I feel sorry for them, sad to say. Don't misunderstand me, I might sound harsh and prejudiced against them, but this is just how I feel. I don't hate or dislike them just because they're different from me. And I'm sure some of them are really nice people. It's just that I feel that they could spend the time and effort on something much more worthy, than getting into fights and stuff. It's not exactly a very heroic thing. Ok, enough rambling, sometimes when I'm on a row, I can't stop. And this is a very sensitive topic.

Took some pictures with Joey and baby just now, will post them when Joey uploads them.

Okay, that's all for now. Night night.

3:04:00 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

Intoxicated By:

张茵 & MP4 - 上一个不爱回家的人, 下一个
Feeling: 很精神

刚刚和 baby 一起睡醒. 这两天 baby stay at 我的家. 可是我们 later 就要回他的家了. 没事做, 好闷呀, 所以在说这些无聊的话.

给你们看一些旧照片. Hehe. 都是几个月前的照片.

用电脑的时候拍的.

上一次在机场做 Vodka 的工拍的.

Nothing more to 说了. 我要去找东西给 baby 吃了. Baby 要用电脑, 他要玩 Need For Speed. 我也是会玩一点点, 好猛呀!

哈哈.

Later.

1:56:00 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Intoxicated By:

P.Diddy - I Need A Girl
Feeling: Sore

Baby just fell asleep, I'm waiting for him to wake up so we can grab something to eat. We're both hungry. I'm going home tonight, it's been almost a week that I've stayed here at Geylang, my Mommy must be missing me. And I miss Cassie too! Speaking of Cassie, yet another old picture of the Hairy Monster and me.

The scowl on his face is his permanant expression. Kindly overlook it. He's a real sweetie underneath all that fur and grumpiness.

And something for Daddy dear.

Happy Father's Day

Update:

Monday, June 21, 2004

Accompanied baby to the hospital yesterday, and waited for 2 frickin hours to see the doctor. But that 2 miserable hours was worth it, he's on MC for two weeks.

Then, we went to Bugis to meet Joey and Ah Boy, we were supposed to catch a 5:15PM show, but the hospital delayed us and we missed the show. So we went for dinner at the foodcourt. Joey recommended the Thai food there and I tried the beef noodles. It's not bad, but the auntie gave me beef ball instead of what I wanted, which was shredded chicken. And what I can say is I absolutely loath beef balls. And the beef ball there is even worse than normal beef balls. Why should beef balls exist at all?

After dinner, our boyfriends went ahead to look at their own stuff, and so me and Joey went Bugis Street to do some shopping. I was supposed to accomanpy her to buy a bag, and I swear I had no intention of doing any shopping. But... as usual, I can't resist the temptation. You know the phrase, "I can resist anything but temptation"?

And so I bought 2 tops, one bag and a handphone chain that totally suits my mobile phone. Joey bought 2 tops too, but didn't got any bag. Which is so ironic.

She was the one who wanted a new bag, and I was the one who ended up with one.

Proceeded to Suntec, in hope that they're showing The Best Bet. And thankfully, they had a 9pm screening. Frankly speaking, I'm not a huge fan of Singapore films, and naturally I'm not really enthusiastic about this film. So was Joey, but our dominating boyfriends wanted to watch it, thus we had no choice but to oblige. It's an okay film, but definitely not worth the money.

After the show, we went home. I took a bath, a puff, and slipped into lala land.

The end.

4:35:00 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Usher - Confessions II
Feeling: Tired, Bored & Hungry

Baby and Joey went out, I'm at home waiting for them to come back. They are gone for 2 hours and still no sign of returning.

I feel like taking a shower to refresh myself, but I don't wanna bathe alone. Sigh...

Haven't bought my digital camera. Joey and I went to Sim Lim yesterday night to check out the prices, but we only had time to go into a few shops to ask. Most of the shops were closing or had already closed.

Yesterday was Daddy's birthday, I remembered, but I actually forgot to call and wish him "Happy Birthday". I was too tired to think properly last night. And now, I'm feeling totally horrible about it.

But of course I remembered just now, and sent him a sms. I hope he's not terribly disppointed.

Another picture that I saved from baby's phone.

Joey and me in pink.

PS: As I was typing this just now, baby reached home. And he bought me prawn mee! How sweet.

11:16:00 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Hoobastank - Reason
Feeling: Very Hungry

http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php

How to make a Ingrid Su

Ingredients:
• 5 parts intelligence
• 1 part courage
• 5 parts beauty

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little wisdom if desired.

Edited to add:

Pictures taken at the last day of work, with Rykiel, Charlene and me.

Charlene and me. She's a super lovely girl, very sweet and innocent. And she looks like Ann Kok!

Rykiel and me. Tall and sexy Rykiel. A total babe, with an extremely sweet voice.

Rykiel and Charlene. Aww, these 2 girls are so pretty. I feel like an ugly duckling working with them.

Charlene, Rykiel and me. I want to censor my face.

It's time to 扮鬼脸!

1:36:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.