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Wednesday, October 22, 2003
I went shopping again, bought a pink choker and a black top. At the rate I'm going, I'll go bankrupt soon. But heck! Shopping does makes me feel better! Oh, and I saw the prettiest pair of pink maryjanes, I'm going back to buy it on Friday.
Looking back, I lead such a tiny and pathetic life I feel sorry for myself. Sometimes, giving up is so much easier than holding and fighting on. But am I going to give up? I don't think so... I have to be strong... right? *big sigh*
"Her heart was broken. The jagged shards of it stabbed at her soul until each hour, each moment of what her life had become, was a misery."
Can I ever be happy again? I miss myself, I miss the old Ingrid...
6:09:00 AM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
October 2003
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March 2010
deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.