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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

She walked into the room. It was dark and cold. Just like how she was feeling inside.

Her love was curled up into sleep. He was sleeping so peacefully that she didn't bear to wake him up. Her heart ached with love and pain. She looked at him for a long time, debating to tell him or not.

She was trembling, but he wouldn't know. He never knew anything.

She lay down beside him and watched him sleep. She felt her love for him so strong so aching. Her emotions were playing with her.

Bending down, she kissed him softly on the lips.

Whispering into his lips, "Baby, you lied to me."

That's all she said. She would rather allow herself to hurt, then to wake him up from his slumber.

She looked at his beautiful face. Her eyes were dry, but she felt the flowing tears in her heart. They were flooding her, drowning her.

He stirred in his sleep. Muffled something inaudible. But no words came out from his mouth.

And so, she got up and left the room.

4:14:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.