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Thursday, March 04, 2004
Just had a 15 minutes phone call with him, seemed like he's doing pretty well inside. I'm glad. A few more minutes and it'll be bedtime for him. For me, I'll have to wait in anticipation till the next day, when I can hear his voice again.
Damn, I'm really so lost without him. It seems like I couldn't function normally without him by my side. I can't seem to do anything, except to sleep and miss him. God, I am so addicted to him.
Joey told me I'll get used to this soon, maybe I will. But for now, all I can see is long days of loneliness. All I can wish is for myself to be craddled in his arms. All I can hope is to be with him again soon.
I really ought to pull myself up. I'm thinking of a shopping spree with Joey, a movie or a coffee session with Clara. I could finish decorating my room too. And look out for jobs to support my extravagance. There's in fact lots of things for me to do.
It's just that without him be my side, I just somehow couldn't do all those. I sound so pathetic don't I?
I miss him so much, it feels like a part of me is gone too.
10:09:00 PM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
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deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.