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Sunday, March 14, 2004

I'm back home from visiting my baby. It went much better than I expected, especially after the episode this morning.

I was still really hurt at first, but when I saw him, his face so true, so happy. I unknowingly broke into a smile, as true, as happy as his. It was a pure moment of magic when I flew into his open arms.

It was really crappy, for the fact that we both so wanted to touch each other, but we had to keep our hands to ourselves. But well, better than nothing. At least we can be together again next Saturday. That's the day when he can finally book out. And I don't need to hold back any longer. I could snuggle close to him whenever I want, kiss him whenever I feel like. We would be blissfully peaceful in our own world, on Saturday of course.

I can't believe how stuffy the people are. I mean can you believe that a officer actually sorta ticked my baby off, just because I had my hand hooked around his arm. Puh-lease, we wasn't making out or anything close. My baby then told me that when I'm gone, he's pretty sure he's gonna get scolded for it. I swear, if that idiotic officer would actually scold my baby because of this, he'll better regret it. Fuck it, some couples were practically glued to each other, and he didn't even breathe a word.

But still, we had quite a good time despite that I was so annoyed at the officers there. Then a most sour-faced officer announced that visiting time was over. I could happily punch him in the nose. (If I wasn't in such a good mood, I would have said "happily kicked him in the crotch")

Aww, and my baby showed the saddest face when I was boarding the bus. It makes me wanna shrink a few sizes smaller so that I could fit into his bag and stay with him. The feeling of waving goodbye to him is one of the worst thing that could ever happen. *sigh*

I'm feeling a little sleepy, but Joycelyn's forcing me to accompany her at Pool Fusion. So I can't sleep.

When can I ever say "No" to anyone? *lol*

1:08:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.