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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

The Passion Predictor

I'm SnuggleBunny. Okay, cute name.

When you're in love, the whole world knows it. The excitement of romance shines from your eyes. After all, love is grand. And so is intimacy, whispering sweet nothings, the occasional PDA, and the joy of being cuddled up and cozy with your partner... Yikes. Is that a sugar headache coming on?

Nah — we're just jealous. Fact is, you've got a leg up on most folks when it comes to welcoming romance and nurturing its growth. Recognizing your gift for knowing what you need to stay happy in love will guide you through uncertain times. What more could anyone ask for?

Here's the catch: You might want to check in with yourself from time to time to make sure you're not avoiding real intimacy or hiding behind romantic games. We know, we know. It's more fun to just play. But keep in mind that true love is worth the work!

11:34:00 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Bloody cramps.

I've got the damn bloody cramps.

7:28:00 PM

Monday, April 26, 2004

Leann Rimes - The Rose

some say love is a river
that drowns the tender reeds
some say love is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

some say love is a hunger
an endless aching need
i say love is a flower
and you're the only seed

it's the soul afraid of dreaming
that never learns to dance
and the soul afraid of waking
that never takes the chance

it's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live

when the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
when you feel that love is only
for the lucky and strong

just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies a seed that with the sun's love
in the spring will become a rose

11:11:00 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it. For the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!"

All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!"

And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..."

As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Reason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the center of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake instead, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

And Madness continued to count: "... seventy nine, eighty, eighty one..."

By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden - except Love. For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness: "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven..."

Just when Madness got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid.

And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the center of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: "You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush."

Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush. Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes.

Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork.

"What have I done! What have I done!" Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it!"

And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide."

So from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving...

There are some love that don't go away...

But we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.

Somebody who never lets go.

Somebody who cherishes you forever.

4:57:00 AM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

I wanna quit my darn Vodka job!!!

PS: Miss you lotsa baby.

12:28:00 AM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

My baby bought me 2 books, because he knows how much I love reading. So sweet huh? I love my new books and of course I love my baby.

But we aren't on very good terms these few days. A few major quarrells about the past. I hope everything will be fine soon. I love him so much, I can't imagine life without him. Pathetic, yes, but since I've chosen this path of life, there's no turning back. Either I'll do the best that I could for him, or give up. But I'm not gonna give up so easily without a fight. I'll love and love him more, be the best girlfriend ever and hope our love will breakthrough one day.

Please watch over us dear Lord.

And my throat! Damn, have anyone ever heard of a sore throat that last 2 weeks? This is the worse case of sore throat I've ever had. Feels like swollen tonsils or swollen glands. Whatever, hell with those medical terms. I can't open my mouth wide without feeling pain. Neither can I swallow. I can't even breathe normally. This is so weird. Maybe I should see a doctor about this. It's torturing me.

Pray for me someone. My life is breaking down into pieces again.

2:10:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.