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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
But we aren't on very good terms these few days. A few major quarrells about the past. I hope everything will be fine soon. I love him so much, I can't imagine life without him. Pathetic, yes, but since I've chosen this path of life, there's no turning back. Either I'll do the best that I could for him, or give up. But I'm not gonna give up so easily without a fight. I'll love and love him more, be the best girlfriend ever and hope our love will breakthrough one day.
Please watch over us dear Lord.
And my throat! Damn, have anyone ever heard of a sore throat that last 2 weeks? This is the worse case of sore throat I've ever had. Feels like swollen tonsils or swollen glands. Whatever, hell with those medical terms. I can't open my mouth wide without feeling pain. Neither can I swallow. I can't even breathe normally. This is so weird. Maybe I should see a doctor about this. It's torturing me.
Pray for me someone. My life is breaking down into pieces again.
2:10:00 AM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
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deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.