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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Alanis Morissette - Everything
Feeling: Disappointed
In my whole life, I was never ever so disappointed. I willed myself not to cry last night. But what you said today was so hugely disappointing that my tears just flow out of my eyes unknowingly.
You claimed that it was the truth. But there were absolutely no facts to support your beliefs, none at all. You convicted me just because you choose to believe in what you claim is true.
And the most crushing part for me is that, I never treated you this way. I know a relationship is nothing, without trust. So I'd rather choose to believe in what you said, rather than what I heard.
Ironically, it was the total opposite for you. Prolly, our relationship meant nothing to you. So you could do and say all those things without feeling a single thing.
If one day, God could change our places for just one day. Perhaps, then, you will know how it feels like to be me.
1:21:00 PM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
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deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.