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Sunday, June 27, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Atomic Kitten - Ladies Night
Feeling: Contemplative

Just reached home from Sultan. Baby met his friend at Angel, but we ended up going to both Angel and Club III. He had some other friends at Club III.

Normally I would ask baby to go ahead without me, I don't blend in to the crowd there and techno music really does absolutely nothing for me. But I know he wouldn't leave me alone at his house while he's out partying, so I went along. It's been a long time since baby went partying. His friends are always asking him to go, but because of me, he always rejects them. He is so sweet unknowingly.

I preferred Angel to Club III, even though techno music is blasted (blasted is honestly the right word to use) at both pubs. There isn't much people at Angel today, and we managed to grab a table, sit down and talk. It's almost relaxing, and the music isn't that loud. Club III is a different story, the whole place was filled with people, and the music? Loud enough to hurt my ears.

The people there... are weird. I've got no right to judge them when I don't know them, but seriously, some of them are the same age as me, worse still, some older than me. But the way they act and present themselves is quite embarrassing. Nothing I would caught dead be doing after I past the age of 14.

Of course, and those underaged girls, trying so hard to blend in with the wrong crowd. I feel sorry for them, sad to say. Don't misunderstand me, I might sound harsh and prejudiced against them, but this is just how I feel. I don't hate or dislike them just because they're different from me. And I'm sure some of them are really nice people. It's just that I feel that they could spend the time and effort on something much more worthy, than getting into fights and stuff. It's not exactly a very heroic thing. Ok, enough rambling, sometimes when I'm on a row, I can't stop. And this is a very sensitive topic.

Took some pictures with Joey and baby just now, will post them when Joey uploads them.

Okay, that's all for now. Night night.

3:04:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.