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Thursday, June 03, 2004
Five For Fighting - Superman
Feeling: Contented
We managed to talk things out nicely. It was a relieve, to be able to sort out our differences. At least, and I hope that we would understand each other better now. Well, as long as that nightmare is over, I shouldn't be thinking too much.
Just because my life has taken another path and ended up at another destination, it doesn't mean that I'm missing out.
Of course, there were times in disturbing moments of truth, that I might be deceiving myself. Yes, but deceiving myself (or you can call it overlooking certain matters) can allow me to be happy. I don't see why I should hold back. Life is too short to have regrets. I am thankful enough that I was given the chance to love and to live my life to the fullest.
So yes, we are fine now. Not exactly lovey-dovey, but enough to be able to stay with each other, to accept each other. And if one day, our love was meant to be, I can be truly happy. If not, I would be contented.
And then I figured out, maybe this was the lesson that I'm supposed to learn.
1:57:00 AM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
February 2005
April 2005
June 2005
November 2005
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
March 2010
deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.