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Saturday, June 05, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Kylie Minogue - Red Blooded Woman
Feeling: Tired

I went to... guess where. Black! With Joey and Cynthia. I was a little surprised that baby allowed me to go. I'm really glad that he trusts me enough to let me go though. Anyway, I was being totally angelic when I was there. I wished he was there to see me.

I was shocked by the crowd there. The moment I entered, it was like "Hello, welcome to Gangsters' Paradise." The last time I went Black, which was ages ago, it was still a really nice place. Today, it was... well, horrible, to be frank. I find most of the people there too annoying for me. Zouk is still better.

I didn't dance much, wasn't in the mood to do so. I was still feeling quite bewildered about the whole scene. Oh, and then the funniest thing happened. I almost fainted at the dancefloor.

I always have fainting spells every now and then. Maybe it was my cramps, or maybe I wasn't used to being around so many people and the loud music. It was so stuffy in there. My knees went soft for a second and my vision went black. Fortunately, I didn't really faint. Like drop dead on the floor. That would be so embarrassing. Joey caught me by my hand in time and steadied me. But, no biggie. I was fine in a moment. But she and Cynthia sure got a shock. The look on the faces are worth a million.

So, here I am now, at Geylang with Joey. I'll be here waiting for baby to book out. He said he'll be back much later than usual. Fine with me, I don't think I'll wake up before 6pm anyway. I think I'm gonna pop into bed soon. As I'm typing this, I could feel my fingers moving across the keyboard really slow. And my brain, ugh, not functioning at all.

Here are some pictures me and Joey took just now. We laughed like donkeys and found everything funny. Damn, it was even more fun staying home than at Black.

I know the color is gross, but you can't expect much. It's taken with Joey's Nokia.

Joey is so fair, she looks pink.

She actually refuses to have this picture up. But I wouldn't censor her face and leave mine original. My dear, you look fine ok? Not ugly at all, really.

Oh yeah, I'm picking my damn nose!

No, I'm kidding, really.

Very blur around the hair area, but oh well...

7:10:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.