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Friday, July 09, 2004

Intoxicated By:

Beyonce - Baby Boy
Feeling: Tired

I don't know why is everything going against me these few days.

Work is downright like shit still, my computer is really problematic, and I'm in a horrible mood.

Actually I wrote a really long post the day before. I was complaining about work and updating on what I did for the past few days. And you know what happened? My computer hanged when I was about to publish my post.

And well, miraculously, the moment my computer hanged, I felt absolutely nothing. No more anger towards my work. Anyway, working in the society is just like that. As long as you're of a lower position, you'll have to bear with the arrogance and attitude of someone of a superior position. No point getting angry, no point arguing, no point in doing anything to do with them. I just do what I'm supposed to do, get my pay, and out I go.

It sucks, but that's life.

So no more lengthy post now. It's time for pictures.

Picture taken after I did a mask. The best makeup, is no makeup at all.

But shaping of eyebrows is definitely still a must.

My ugly and uneven teeth. I really should have heed Mommy's advice to brace my teeth when I was 13.

Joey and me again. We were both wearing polka dotted tops that day, it's a pity that the camera didn't capture our tops.

Again, me and her. I feel like some barbequed shit beside her.

I bet you guys have noticed how fair she is.

Taken at Marche's. Another picture secretly taken by Joey again.

Me and baby. I really had no idea Joey took all these pictures.

My colleague and I at our workplace.

Oh, I forgot to mention I bought a new phone. The Nokia 7610. I like it, mine's the black/brown one. Classic color isn't it? Of course, most guys will prefer the black/red one. But they don't understand! The black/red is nice, it's really nice, with the contrast and the design. But it's just not practical. Well, that's how I feel... If I were to get the black/red one, I'm sure I'll get sick of it after some time. The white/brown one is very nice too, but I've used a white colored phone before, so I got the black/brown one instead. Anyway, it is really nice, I love it.

Baby and I caught Spiderman 2 last Thursday too. It's a nice film, too bad that I missed Spiderman. But thank god both shows aren't really related. I like Kirsten Dunst, she have this really virgin-pretty look. And Spiderman is so cool! I want Spiderman as my boyfriend too.

Oh, here are some old pictures again.

My arm looked so fat here, I love it! Give me more fats!

If I'm not wrong, these are the pictures that we took when we went to Black that last time. I don't remember why didn't I post them up that time.

Or did I?

Okie dokie, that's all. I'm alone at Geylang right now. Joey and her boyfriend's coming back tomorrow, and baby is booking out tomorrow morning. So here I am, waiting for him to come back. I bought back tons of food to binge on, so I wouldn't be bored. And baby promised to watch Mean Girls tomorrow. I hope we do.

PS: On second thought, I don't need Spiderman anymore. I have my own superhero, and his name is Babyman.

10:54:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.