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Thursday, February 03, 2005

Mummy Ingrid is: 33 Weeks & 4 Days Pregnant
Countdown To Baby Kievan's Arrival: 44 Days

Here's something I got from Joey's site. Apparently, I am so bored that the below infomation is posted. (I've been sitting in front of the monitor for close to 12 hours, playing The Sims 2. Teehee.)

1. Are you serious when it comes to relationships?
If I want to, yes.

2. Are you afraid of commitments?
Nope.

3. Are you a risk taker?
I'm actually quite a chicken.

4. What can you say about long distance relationships?
It's hard to maintain and be faithful when you and your spouse are an ocean and continent apart.

5. Can you love a person who doesn't love you?
No...

6. Do actions speak louder than words?
Yes.

7. Have you found true love?
Yes.

8. How can you tell that a person loves you?
Honestly, I don't know.

9. Are you good in handling relationships?
No.

10. Willing to give up everything for love?
Everything? No... I have responsibilities now, how can I be so reckless as to give up everything just to prove my love? I have to prioritise...

11. Best thing you've learnt from loving?
Love is, all the human emotions mixed together.

12. Do you demand your loved one to change into someone who pleases you?
No, not if it's to please myself. Yes, if it's for the benefit of him.

13.Is sex important in a relationship?
I used to think not at all, but as time goes by, I have to admit that sex is quite a factor, of course it's not the most important thing, but still, significant. It's not called "making love" for nothing.

14. How do you express your love to someone?
By respecting them for who they are.

15. What is the major reason of a break up?
When the feelings fade...

16. Most important ingredient in a relationship?
Understanding.

17. Ever regret loving someone?
Nope, I try to live my life without regrets. I think it's silly that you make a choice yourself then choose to regret it.

18. One thing you hate about love?
The feeling when you thought love is gone.

19. One thing you like about love?
Being happy and whole when doing something fun together, or even just idling time away.

20. Worse thing you did to a love one?
Hurting him on purpose.

21. Are you a hopeless romantic?
Yes, because it's so sweet. But to think practically, romance doesn't last, it's just like a good dream.

22. Do you get tired of loving?
Occasionally.

23. Who has changed your view about loving?
My baby aka my husband of course.

Before I was married, whenever I think of "love", I think of my baby only. But now, love applies to so many people and so much things in my life. My husband and my unborn baby, my family, my cat, my friends, my home... Everything that's precious to me, I love. Then I realised, how selfish I was in the past, putting my love and attention to just one person, when there's so much other things that I care, so many other people that love me too. At least I can start making up for my mistake, by cherishing and loving everything that's dear to me.

And I think this is the greatest lesson i've ever learnt.

1:14:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.