br>
br>
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Confessions Of A Mommy (Chapter 7)
Gabrielle - Out Of Reach
knew the signs wasn't right
i was stupid for a while
swept away by you
and now i feel like a fool
so confused
my heart's bruised
was i ever loved by you
out of reach
so far
i never had your heart
out of reach
couldn't see we were never meant to be
catch myself from despair
i could drown if i stay here
keeping busy everyday
i know i will be okay
but i was so confused
my heart's bruised
was i ever loved by you
so much hurt
so much pain
takes a while to regain
what is lost inside
and i hope that in time
you'll be out of my mind
and i'll be over you
out of reach
so far
you never gave your heart
in my reach i can see
there's a life out there for me
4:33:00 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Baby Kievan is: 1 year, 6 months, 1 week & 1 day old
Confessions Of A Mommy (Chapter 6)
As promised, below are the pictures of my precious.
Prince Kievan, blood of my blood, heart of my heart.
Don't ever piss him off, he'll kick your ass. Cocky look huh?
Look how serious he is. My child prodigy.
Peek-a-boo!
Lines on my forehead...
More lines... I am getting so old. Inside and out.
Picture quality isn't good, because it's taken with the web cam under very strong sunlight. So, what do you think of my precious? Hehe...
2:19:00 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Baby Kievan is: 1 year, 6 months & 1 week old
Confessions Of A Mommy (Chapter 5)
Karyn White - Superwoman
early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
and make sure that your coffee has it's sugar and cream
your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
and i can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
we don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting me so deep
i've got my pride, i will not cry, but it's making me weak
i'm not your superwoman
i'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everythings okay
boy i am only human
this girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
i fought my way through the rush hour
trying to make it home just for you
i want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
but when you get there you just tell me you're not hungry at all
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
you like to think that i'm just crazy when i say that you've changed
i'm convinced i know the problem, you don't love me the same
you're just going through the motions and you're not being fair
i've got my pride, i will not cry, still i can't help but care
oh baby, look into the corners of your mind
i'll always be there for you, through good and bad times
but i can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
i'll give my everlasting love if you return love to me
i'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
but you got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to me
i need love, i need trust, your love
i'm not your superwoman
But I am super mommy. Or at least I hope I am. Oh well.
8:32:00 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Baby Kievan is: 1 year, 6 months & 6 days old
Confessions Of A Mommy (Chapter 4)
This is my first post after 10 months. Not my first attempt though. It seems like I've forgotten how to express myself with words. Everytime I feel like blogging, my fingers just don't work across the keyboard like they used to anymore. I don't know why, even this simple sentence is taking me 10 minutes.
Well, at least I'm trying. Although this post is practically considered as nothing. I hope it will be the first of the many future posts to come.
So... that's all for now. I am going to my aunt's house now, together with my boy and my mom. Maybe I will update again tonight.
2:18:00 PM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
February 2005
April 2005
June 2005
November 2005
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
March 2010
deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.