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Friday, November 10, 2006

Baby Kievan is: 1 year, 7 months & 4 weeks old

Delta Goodrem - Not Me Not I

you mixed me up for someone who'd fall apart without you
yeah you broke my heart for the first time but i'll get over that too
it's hard to find the reasons
who can see the rhyme
i guess that we were seasons out of time
i guess you didn't know me

if you think love is blind
that i wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
surprised that i caught you out on every single time that you lied
did you think that everytime i see you i would cry
no not me not i
not i
no not me not i

the story goes on without you and there's got to be another ending
but yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time but i'll get over them too
as a new door opens we close the ones behind
and if you search your soul i know you'll find
you never really knew me

all you said to me
all you promised me
all the mystery never did believe
no i never cry
no i never not me not i


My frozen tears never fall out of my eyes. They just embrace my heart in a cold painful frost.

Which explains why I am missing you everyday, a gnawing and bottomless ache that never goes away.

So I shut my eyes and ponder. Pondered and realised that love can be everything, and yet nothing at all.




Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

Faded Memories October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
February 2005
April 2005
June 2005
November 2005
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
March 2010

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.