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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
"Why don't you update your blog anymore?"
People asked.
"I'm just busy."
I would reply.
And I can't help but wonder if anyone knows there is something amiss. Because I retract into my own darkness when i'm afraid. Because I don't know how to face the world when i'm disconsolated. Because I can't waver in my step towards recovery. That's why I didn't utter a single word. Or a soundless plea.
Hoping that silence could by my escape. It was hardly even a refuge.
Nothing but the myriad of emotions drowning me, trying to steal my last breath.
I have exhausted all my means.
5:07:00 PM
Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'
Faded Memories
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
February 2005
April 2005
June 2005
November 2005
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
March 2010
deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.