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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

So many questions that I want to ask you baby. But I know I would never ask, and you would never say. I wonder if this is a brand new start for us, or just a replica of the past. I'm so confused and scared. You gave me love, hugs and kisses. But I just can't seemed to get the assurance and security that I need from all those.

I know you've tried baby. I do appreciate your change in attitude towards me. Maybe I'm just sensitive. Maybe I love you so much and too much. Please don't blame me for my mood swings, I really can't help feeling this way.

But still, thank you for loving me, and allowing me to love you baby.

PS: Hmm, did I just contradicted myself?


9:52:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

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deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.
sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.
in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.
as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.
i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.
it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.