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Friday, March 19, 2004

I look, and I see people who care and love me. I listen, and I hear words of concern and advises. I feel, but I feel only loneliness and pain.

Everything else break over me in soft waves, white foams washing around me.

So alone...

Why?

Maybe because, the only person who could take away my misery, bring me out from my suffering, or just to put a simple smile on my face, is the one who actually caused me all these.

Eyes that only see you. Tears that only you could wipe away. Heart that only you have a place. Feelings that only you could play.

Hate me, but please still love me. Don't just leave me alone.

Not when I've gave myself to you.

Not when you've became my everything.

Inconsolable to anyone but you baby. So please don't hurt me.

Baby please.

12:06:00 AM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.