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Wednesday, March 03, 2004

That's it, my baby's gone. He's away to be a slave to the government. And I just miss him so much. So much till it aches.

I shed no tears when I sent him off, maybe I've became stronger unknowingly. But still, leaving him was the hardest thing I've ever done these few months. I have to admit that I almost cried though. That awful lump in my throat is still there. *sigh* How I wished he didn't had to go.

Time past just too quickly. We just got back together, we loved each other, we enjoyed each other, and now, we're gonna be seperated again. Life is so fucking unfair sometimes.

I'm gonna have many solitary lonely nights from now on....

Aww baby, hurry back to me. I need you.

"i love you not because i need you, but i need you, because i love you."

I'll be an empty, hollow me till you're back.

12:46:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.