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Friday, January 05, 2007

Baby Kievan is: 1 year, 9 months, 3 weeks & 2 days old

The clock insistently tapped out the seconds double quick.
tick. tick.
Like a foetal heartbeat.
tick. tick.
Time passed.

Her husband, her lover, her heart, had changed.
He would not remember the years they had together.
Would not remember the joy of them.
Had forsaken her, their child and the life they made together.
Such was his nature.
Such was her fate.
tick. tick.
She would have gone anywhere for him, done anything for him.
He had her heart, he was her all.
But he strode away, so carelessly.
And so she rebuilt her life on the ashes of the dreams
That he had burned beneath her.
tick. tick.
Love could be such a lie.
And she had no place and tolerance, for lies.
Memories would fade in time.
tick. tick.
He, nothing to her.
She, bittersweet in her lonely solitute.
All in time.

4:44:00 PM

Yours Truly
Ingrid
25 years old
Kievan's Mommy
Still Pink Lovin'

deep inside me. a silent whisper in my mind.

sweet surrender to your love divine. peace enfolding.

in the stillness i empty my soul. and your healing presence flows.

as i breathe the air of heaven. drawing in your fragrance when i breathe.

i feel your fullness come alive inside of me. you're the breath that i breathe.

it's taking hold. like a second nature when i savour. savour you. as i breathe.